if someone says fly, i've simply got to!

my shin hurts. my head is pounding. my legs are shaky. and i have a sore voice. but i'm excited. i have missed the stage. the blinding lights. the not being able to talk after getting off stage because you're mic is still on. the gallons of water consumed before acts. the over-exaggeration of everything. i have missed it greatly. yeah i'm praahhhbbbbabbly not the best at it. it takes me some work and good direction but boy i come alive up there. more than any other person has ever made me feel. so when i find that guy that makes me feel this good, he's a keeper. ;)

working hard to get my fill

So I've been back on campus for 3 hours and it's just amazing how happy I am to be back. I guess that could be a lot to do with the endorphins and caffeine coursing through my body, but man besides missing my parents Murfreesboro's got nothing on Nashville.

The next few weeks are going to be insane. But I guess that way summer gets here faster right? Next two are heavy laden with research, papers, tests, and late Singarama practices, the next week is formal, the next is a jaunt to St Louis, and then it's a weekend full of engagement pictures, and then finals!! Then six weeks of working and then AUSTRALIA. Dang I can't believe it's almost here!! I still have so much money to raise but I really think it's possible.

So one of my friend's tweets the other day said something about looking at a picture and not remembering who that person is anymore. I was confused but she explained... she was looking at a picture of her and an old boyfriend and was saying she didn't remember how she felt when she was with him anymore. To some point I feel the same way. Some of my background pictures on my computer include my ex amongst some other friends and I look at those and just feel like it was such a distant memory. I constantly ask myself why we were even together sometimes, and then stop and remind myself that he did in fact teach me many things. So I'm glad it happened but so relieved it's over. Now if I could only get over the super awkward encounters. I saw two of my exes this weekend. Managed to avoid them successfully, but what should I care? I have my own spectacular life and shouldn't be embarrassed to speak to them. Too bad that's easier to say than do.

(this is another reason I love being in Nashville, never ever ever ever having to see them)

Anyways I should probably get to work on a bible paper...

I don't like where I'm at right now.

agenda for friday:

get up at 8, pick up check, drive home, drop off things at home, get check, go to bank, meet my peeps at Toot's, shop at old navy, pack for florida, (maybe a little homework?? but who am i joking), Old Chicago for dinner, maybe a movie (?).

Anywho. I am EXCITED. 12 classes til SPRING BREAK 2010!!!!!

sorry

So my Lent thing is over I guess. I really wanted to write something everyday to push me to find something in my life interesting enough to talk about. However that mainly deals with boys and there are way too many profound things in life than boys.

I'm going home for the first time this semester. Is it bad that I'm actually very anxious? Going home from college means a totally different thing than it did a year ago. I hate the feeling of being there alone.

Can I just say how much I adore my parents? I really think they are spectacular. There has been a lot of stuff going on in the Boro with prestigious men, and it just completely made me proud that my daddy was my daddy.

7 days til spring break!!! (well really 6, I'm planning on skipping Friday (hey! i would only have to go to bible!!))